Wednesday, December 23, 2009

aNak oH anAk....

ekceli nak wat N3 pasal sesuatu yg menggumbirakan arinie...tp,telah terjadilah pulak sesuatu yg menyedihkan...(wahh mcm gempak jer kan...),masa tu baru lepas angkat kain dr blakang,hajat di hati nak betulkan kerusi yg lintang pukang...sekali tenguk bwh meja ...uwaaaaaaaaa....!!terduduk ku dibuatnye...yg tak dapek nak nolong eh ku menangis you!sedey bangat...!!si EA bertuah tu dah wat art plak atas karpetku itew guna crayon yg DQ dgn jayanya tgglkan atas meja.teresak2 ku menangis tepon kandaku...dia pun tergezut,ingatkan apersal ler bini terchenta dia nangis2 tepon..hihi.ntahlah...sedey giloss tgk contengan itu..siap kuar script drama 'semua org dah tak sayang mommy ek...wat mcm nie kat mommy.naper tak listen mommy...,mommy nak gi tempat lainlah...' sib baik tak sambung 'mommy nk gi batu belah batu bertangkuplah...' over ler tu!
mmg lama ku tahan geram kat EA nie..dia mmg suka conteng kat tempat yg x sepatutnye.tak mcm DQ dia patuh pada peraturan 'plis write or scribble on the paper only'...EA jenuh dah habaq mai...mesti nak gak kreatif tang lain.
bila difikirkan balik...(masa tgh type n3 nie) awat ler ku emo sgt tadi.....sampai nangis teresak2....hihi,terbayang2 lagi muka blur n tergezut anak2ku tadi tgk mommy dia meraung.perhaps the best reason was ku tgh nak control amarah nie kot..kalo dak teruk agaknye ku cubit2 si EA tu...tapi tadi pukul gak ler tgn dia..as a lesson.pehtu memandangkan dia wat muka bersalahkan..kalo dak bila kene marah dia wat muka selamber jer.DQ pun kene sound gak sbb tinggalkan crayon tak simpan balik...dia pun say sorry immediately.one more thing sbb ku mmg suka banget karpet nie,pemberian dr my aunt-mak busu singapore.
yg bestnye masa tepon kandaku...dia siap kata 'dah dah...it's ok,u pukul tgn EA tu nnt kita BELI KARPET BARU...' wahhhh....ni statement benar atau sekadar pujuk menenangkan hatiku..hihi.takperlah kandaku....nnt u jerlah try hilangkan contengan itew k..takyah lah sampai nak beli yg lain...baik pakai duit tu utk mende yg lain.
apa2 pun...mommy dgn ini nak mendeclare...mommy MOGOK...ahaks,bley gitu?jawabnye....seme keje2 umah akan ditangguhkan until further notice...wahhh bley ke ku tahan mata dan tgn ku ini...yeayyyyy,mommy bley duk dpn lappy layan blogging jer..kih kih.(x sedar diri ek...at the end mommy gak yg kene bereskan seme kerja itew.)
itulah dia resam nak membesarkan anak2,mcm2 kan......terbayang bagaimana pulak mak ayah yg membesarkan ku dulu,terima kasih mak&ayah ku yg telah banyak bersabar dgn kerenah anak bongsu pompuanmu yg sorang ini tapi peel mengalahkan anak2 lelakimu yg empat org itew..ihiks :D.Moga kalian berdua sentiasa dirahmatiNya dan diberkatiNya selalu....terima kasih mak,ayah!

*************have a NiCe day,do come again,ya!*************

Thursday, December 17, 2009

whaT Do U tHink....?


teringat perbualan between my sister n me last nite...one of her friends pernah berkata (kwn laki)
'pompuan kalo tgk laki org...teringat kat laki senirik,tp laki kalo tgk bini org..teringat kat bini org'
ku tergelak gak masa tu....tp bila difikirkan balik..ishhh,payah gak camtu kan...bahya gak tu.
apa2 pun berbaliklah pd tujuan sebenar perkahwinan itu dan yg penting tugas kita sebagai hamba_Nya,menggalas segala amanah yg diberi untuk diperhitungkan di akhirat sana nanti...bak kata dr. Fadzilah Kamsah 'ingatlah..sesuatu yg melawan fitrah,nikmatnye adalah palsu dan tidak akan kekal...'

Selamat menyambut Maal Hijrah 1431,semoga kita semua dpt melangkah ke tahun baru dgn lebih cemerlang dan sentiasa berjalan ke arah kebaikan..biarpun sedikit cuma,tapi jika ia nya penuh istiqimah adalah lebih baik dari tiada langsung,insyaAllah.

kepada kandaku...selamat ulangtahun perkahwinan yg ke-5,best gak 2kali sambut ulangthn ikut 2kalendar ni ek..(hadiah pun kene 2 gak ler)hihi,terima kasih Tuhan kerna menciptakan dia untukku,ikatkanlah kasih sayang di antara kami berlandaskan keimanan kepadaMu.amin.

********************have a NiCe day,do come again,ya!******************

Tuesday, December 8, 2009

hiDuPkU....

satu malam,dalam sebuah bilik.....

'manaaa dia kasih hati mommy.....itu dia DQ sayang.....'

'ermmm....maaanaaa dia manja hati mommy....itu dia EA sayang...'

'maaaanaa dia cinta hati mommy plak...ini dia EZ sayang' maklumler mommy

tengah carry EZ. tiba2 ada satu suara menyampuk.... 'abih tu daddy......?!' dengan muka

merajuk..hihi 'daddy pulak.....semua di atas... kasih,manja,cinta hati mommy....' sabau jer

ler...asyik mommy jer memberi....daddy bila plak nak memberi,mommy plak

merasa...hihi,(please dun think out of the box ,hokayyy...!) huhu.

**********have a NiCe day,do come again,ya!************

Thursday, December 3, 2009

yG MaNA SaTU...





if u r given two choices between sakit hati n sakit dibadan...agak2nye mana satu will be yours?
and what will happen if u have to bear with both of the choices given pulak....?!
nak taknak...tepuk dada,tanya selera..or the right way should be..tepuk dada tanya iman..

tERgUris....

satu hari aku dok menahan amarah dan menepis suara2 halus yg lama tak dtg mengganggu aku....
takmo perkara lampau terjadi lagi....takmo suara halus tu berjaya dan aku kalah lagi...trying my best not to encourage the ugliest side of me emerged,esp in front of my kids...
tiba2 lah ada org provoke....bila kita bercakap baik,wat dekkk jer...tp,bila kita dah meletop..dan2 semenye salah kita...takperlah,sedar diri ni melukut di tepi gantang...oklah tu,dpt gak tepi gantang...dr jauh bermeter2 dr gantang..langsung tak dpt bau :(

sesungguhnya Tuhan Maha Mengetahui....

teRingiN....

kisah satu-semlm,kandaku balik2 dr keje jer terus bagitau....
'this saturday i cukur rambut EZ ek....'
ku hanya mampu diam aje...dlm hati berkata
'ermm...tak jadi wat majlis cukur jambul ke...alahai,tak dpt gak lagi kali nie...'
takperlah...wat yg mana perlu jerlah...

kisah dua-arinie baru hari ke-27 berpantang...waduhhh boring dah tahap gaban...time tokleh wat apa2 nielah semangat berkobar2 nak wat itew inie...antaranye,membelek dan menggunapakai mesin jahitku..kemain ler skrang,mcm2 projek pk nak wat :P
*mesin jahit yg dibeli 8thn sudah..seronok time berchenta kan,apa2 nak seme dapat...skrang nie,nak apa2 seme kene lalui peringkat tapisan..satu demi satu.

kisah tiga -time bosan2 nie lah tangan gatal nak buka kotak itam ajaibku...my make up box...last job masa raya posa aritu..hehe,tgh memboyot gagahkan diri gak...waduhhh,sakit pinggang ku bila dah abis tugasan.
*pic taken feb 2009,ada job utk product promo..last job before menandong..seronok betul,lama tak dpt job mcm nie selain org kawen lepas bersalinkan DQ.

kisah empat - dalam kepala nie ada beberapa tempat yang nak tuju bila dah abis curfew...hehe(tempat yg pasti poket menjadi ringan).tak sabarnye....tp,adoishhh...dah ada si kecik EZ yg nak dikelek ke hulu ke hilir...mcm tak dapek yo nak terjah.kensel program!sukalah kandaku...:P
apa2 pun...anak dah 3..ku wajib memikirkan sesuatu,dan melaksanakannye dengan penuh istiqamah...tak lupa jua,memperbaiki amalan dan siasah diri agar dapat menjadi teladan anak2.
sekian untuk kali ini....cepattttlahhhhh abis pantang,tak sabau nak minum teh ais..sluurrpp!

*****************have a NiCe day,do come again,ya!**************

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

DeJa Vu.....

(kita main byk gambo jer ler ek..kata mata nnt berpinau2..hehe)
takda feel lg nak citer pasal journey to the labour room,kita citer journey to emergency room dulu....kenapa deja vu,sbb before dis dah encountered the same situation,cuma yg kene adalah my nephew- ali hamzah last 2yrs.masa kene tu,d bibik -iefa tak sanggup tgk..ku gagahkan jua tgk trying to calm ali while the work was in progress..huhu,hati berdetik 'gagahke aku kalu kene kat anak senirik'...
hence,God has answered my question....2 hari sebelum ku bersalinkan EZ....EA telah mengalami keadaaan yg sama,cuma objeknye yg berbeza...

*ini adalah ghupernye EA sehari before the incident.x nampak lah pulak tgh2 dahi dia parut 'mama pop (chickn pox)' dia tu...

*taaaraaaa....di hari kejadian,terantuk kat tgh2 sofa masa main kejar2 ngan DQ...terus jatuh melingkau mcm kucing tgh tido sambil nangis....bila ku nak gi pujuk dia (jln terkedek2 dgn peyut besau..kaki dah edema mcm cute mommy elephant..hehe),tgk2 ada tompok darah...aiyooooo!
ali-my nephew,tgh main ngan kakak dia gak -arissya,she attempted to lift him up,skali terlepas terhantuk kat dinding...tp dia terbelah kat atas belah tepi dahi.

*tgn EA yg penuh darah,ni pun dah lap skit.....nak dijadikan cerita,kandaku plak bawa kereta aritu,sbb nk balik lambat wat tender.aduishhh..kete antikku plak sejak 7mth preggy ku dah malas nk drive..so,battery dah flat.sib baik ada mr chen sebelah yg tgh siap2 nak kuar...dia lah antar ke clinic....dlm kete DQ tak abis2 kata 'sowwy Ammar...kak yong sowwy ek abg ngah...' even i told her it's not her fault..alahaii,sayang gak dia ngan adik dia nie ek..


*selepas selesai dijahit....masa nie EA dok kata 'nii nap hand,nii nap hand yiishh..' (clean up hand plis)..tu adik nurse tu tgh lap tgn dia ler tu.masa doc tgh jahit tu x dan ler nak snap,mommy pun tgh gagahkan diri sambil menenangkan EA....he kept on saying 'buk boyyyyy...buk boyyy'(good boy)...bila dah tak tahan sangat 'ALLAH hu apam' (Allahu Akbar)...tp mommy sempat lg nak kecik hati...hehe,org tgh nandung kan....bila EA calling for his daddy..'daddy whereee...daddy....'yer ler...tau ler EA jauh hati baby nak kuar dah kan..ihiks'
DQ plak dok tgk adik dia nangis...dgn penuh tragik dia tgk adik dia dijahit,kept on saying sorry lagi kat adik dia.so sweet n menyentuh qolbu.

*kluar dr blk doc,tgk2 daddy dah ada kat luar....berderau jantung ku..sure drive tak hengat,alhamdulillah selamat sampai.blk umah,dok main2 tolak kete,lelap terus EA...cian anak manja mommy nie.

*DQ yg ter lelap bwh meja sbb masih rasa dia yg bersalah.....puas ku pujuk n explain kat dia...

*ni plak d next day...gi dressing...mula2 masuk clinic gelak2,bila d
ibaringkn atas katil lipat tu,terus nangis auta yg tak berapa nk kuar air mata seraya berkata 'bukk boyyyy'


*cakkk..pic ni saje jer nk tunjuk peyut mommy...haha,nampak tak EZ tgh gerak2 tu..kui kui.


*4 jahitan ..the koyak mmg d very d deep..daddy kata 'sarjan 3 calit..ni 4 calit kene lg tough tau..'
maka tertutuplah parut 'mama pop' EA...ganti ngan 4 calit plak.
itulah kisah yg terjadi....tak dan nak wat N3 lepas kejadian dah bersalin plak..padahal dah plan ingatkn weekend tu bley ler terjah umah sis zareda norman,ingatkan nak gi mkn gulai tempoyak..huhu,(wink-wink kat sis..:P)


*ni pic saje letak...dah dia dok tanya mana pic dia kan...ni muka last saturday,suka gilosss sbb aritu takyah gi umah ibu..bley dok umah main ngan baby n ngaco mommy...sabo jer ler.DQ yg penuh pengertian bahawa dia dah ada 2adik...tq sayang for being such a good kak yong n helper to mommy...muuahhh!

*yg nie plak....hahaha,nie lah akibatnye kalu dah kandaku yg ke kedai...kali ni kiriman order yg ku beri,dia pas jer kat bro kedai tu....bila blk tgk..haaa amik ko..suka hati dia jer bagi lengkuas besau nie..ingat nak meniaga ke...??!muntah ler nak menghabiskan stock lengkuas..ihiks'.
*****************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!**************

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

fiNaLLY.......

alhamdulillah...hari nie dah masuk ari ke-19 berpantang..(arghhh...lambatnye,bestnye kalu ada button forward utk cepatkn confinemt time nie..ihiks')....arinie baru berani nak lepak lama skit kat lappy yg diwendui..inipun mata dah macam kelam2...blur kalu dok baca blog yg N3 panjang2.yerlah org kata urat2 seme tak sembuh lg ler tu...the only blog yg senang nk bloghop adalah blog yg juai pinggan mangkuk antik...hehe,gambo jer byk.tp rasanya nak kene stop ler hobi nie...mcm tak dpt sambutan jer dr kandaku..maklum ler dia yg mencari rezkikan...jenuh nak susun ayat kalu nak beli. :( (wahhh..munyik mcm merajuk pun ada gaks nie kan...:P)
ishhh...melalut dah plak...ni ler kalu dah dpt keyboard..hehe.anyway, 6 november 2009 yg lepas ,jumaat pukul 620pm..ku telah selamat melahirkan baby boy seberat 4.2kg lagi,SVD..secara normal lg...aduishh,wpun sama besaunye mcm EA tp kali nie rasa mcm ada trauma skit...till today,masih terbayang2 woo...
nnt bila dah ada feel dan waktu yg terluang dan yg penting dah sihat sepenuhnye bleylah cerita secara detail journey to the labour room..hehe.
now,presenting our latest collection..latest member in the family...
EUNOS ZARIFF @EZ...pic taken rasenye last weeknd,ni jer pic yg ada dlm kamera kecikku..yg lain ada kat kamera gabak n dlm iphoneku (yg ku tak reti nk transfer ke lappy...hehe,wat malu jer jadi bini org kuat IT kan..kuang kuang...,tu ler lenkali saper suh pandai2 beli hp camtu..:P)

*EZ pun mcm EA masa baru lahir,suka nau kalo dpt tido kat pillow yg besau pehtu mendongak,tangan angkat ke atas...yg ketara suka lopong mulut...bak kata tok alang di ipoh 'keturunan pahlawan mmg gaya tidonye ghuper itu...' maklum ler kandaku keturunan tok sagor.
pada yg ada FB kandaku dapatlah tgk pic EZ yg baru 3hari..(ku punya FB biler ler nak aktif..huhu)
*EZ ni payah nau nak snap pic dia,asal nk snap jer..sure dia dok ngeliat..maka merah yolah rupo eh,kalu flash tak naik...jadi lebam plak pic dia..aiyaaa,mcm2.

*tu dia...kandaku yg byk berjasa dan sabau menjadi bidan di waktu pantang ku...(in fact everytime pantang..)

*bila dah siapkan EZ...kalo ari tak keje,bleylah borak2.kalo dak tak dan,sebab dah rushing nak gi opis plak...nk siapkan breakfst mummy lagi...tenkiu sayang...that's why my love keep on growing ahaks'.. :))
oklah....dah berpinau2 mata nie...puas dah memfokus..blur gak nie...nak kene rest nie...anyway,terima kasih utk doa dan ucapan dr anda seme...a zillion thanks.

*************have a NiCe day,do come again,ya!************

Monday, October 26, 2009

kiSah EA.....

waduhhh....kemain ligat mak yong nie skrang update....takper ler kan tgh ada aura nie kan....

finally,semlm ptg...bangun2 jer...tgk2 baby cot dah kluar..elok jer duk kat family hall..tenkiu kandaku....tak sia2 gak diriku merajuks,hehe...tp merajuk sbb apa tak tau...tiba2 jer.tpkan kandaku,kalu TV 2biji yg kat tepi tu dpt clear dr family hall tu lg syiok..:P.ermmm....nak kene pk camner nk arrange dlm master bedroom plak....satu keje lg nak kene diselesaikan.

yang ni plak pic EA lepas kejadian dia menyembah lantai....masa tgh recovering fr chicken pox...daddy plak mlm tu outstation ke penang....mummy dlm bilik ayaq,dgr bunyik mende jatuh...pehtu...uwaaaaaaa....kuar2 tgk dah naik benjol tu.

yang ni plak...otw balik setelah seharian beropen hse,last week of syawal...kire dah kepenatan lah EA...last place at my cousin's hse..ada kenduri doa selamat my aunts&uncle nak gi haji...sakan ler EA berlari ke sana ke sinun.i drove my sister's car...daddy yg ikut dr belakang ingatkan anak bujang dia dok tengok dia...hehe,ghupernye idok...tidoooo daaa.
ok kita kasi close up skit....hehe

oklah...mummy letak pic stylo skit lah pulak...nnt esok dah besar,idok ler EA marah kat mummy kan...adalah gak pic encem dia..hehe,semenjak ada spek nie,kemain melaram...asal naik kete,panas skit jer minta spek...'memmyyy...hot,spek!' dok cakap tu jer ler selagi tak dpt spek dia..

*nampak tak tu...'mama' pop2 dia...masa nie dah nak kering,alih2 esoknye dia tgk cermin,prasan kuping tu...suka2 hati dia jer kopek..dah berlekuk tgh2 dahi tu.
p/s:musykil nie...tadi tgk email satu lg,alih2 ada confirmation utk acct FB....uishhh,bila plak ku mendaftar...ke ada org dah tak kasi kite tumpang FB dia...tp,skrang pun rata2 ramai dah yg lari ke FB kan....bak kata sis ummi365....seronok bertenggek dpn umah org..hehe.adoiii...bloggers seme dah lari ke FB..yg layan berladang mcm org kat jubail tu lagi best huhu.den nak kono layan FB lah gamak eh nie yo..

*************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!************

Sunday, October 25, 2009

one after another....


  1. pd 15syawal yg lalu...anak2 ribena ku telah dilawati chicken pox...DQ punye 'mother' of pop-pop landing kat tepi perut dgn besarnye...EA plak landing baik punya betul tgh dahi.DQ berjaya melalui process healing tanpa menggaruk...tp,EA mak oiiii..sakan menggaruk nak2 time tido.disebabkan dia boy,takperler ada parut 2 biji kat muka...'macholah skit' kata ibunya,my sister...hehe.DQ byk gak naik kat muka,but alhamdulillah takde scar kat muka...bdn jer yg ada.yg cutenye,the moment i told them they got chicken pox..dgn gaya mengepak they say it outloud 'pop popppp...'..hehe,maklum ler their dearest cousins dah kene awal at 1st syawal.
  2. elok jer 2weeks enduring the beauty of chicken pox,anak2ku kene plak flu...started with EA...dia nie nk makan ubat punyalah drama,tak semudah DQ.skrang dah pandai luah balik,even berhati2 kitorg bagi dgn syringe.so,kene ler pakai teknik picit dan lepas itew idung..hehe.then,DQ plak kompem ler dijangkiti few days after...aiyooo..skrang tgh nak settle down ngan cough plak.
  3. di waktu ku tgh sarat....dah masuk 36minggu nie...a week before,kandaku tersayang...time nie plak dia nye slipped-disc datang menziarah...uwaaaa,bibik ujung minggu ku injured..hehe.skrang mmg urusan menyapu n mengemop kanda yg wat every weeknd.wpun kandaku kdg2 play cheat,ada ceruk2 penjuru,bwh furniture yg dia tak lap..hehe,ku tak kisah....janji dia tolong gak mengemaskan...hehe tenkiu BIG keladi leaf ek kandaku..mwahhhh.this time round,kandaku tak sakit kat slipped-discnye...tp,effect kat sciatica nerve dia...kaki ler yg sakit,kdg2 dah jln ruper gorila pun ada ...sian,sampai demam dibuatnye..tp takper kandaku...ala2 gorila macho lg perkasa..ok per,hehe.aritu berdialog ngan kandaku...'kanda..mcmana nie,time nie lah u kene slipped-disc...nnt i nak terberanak mcmana..' 'alaaa..takper ler,i call ambulance...nnt sama2 lah kita naik strecher...hehe,suh diorg bawa 2 siap-siap'...sabau jer ler.according to doc,usual it takes 2weeks the nerve to recover...ubat yg kene mkn..makkk aiiii,berkaler2 dan berbiji2...yakssss!
  4. dan semlm,tuan punya blog pulak dijangkiti virus flu & fever...uwaaaaaaa,mlm tido tak hengat dok meleleh jer itu liquid...tak sukanye...sore throat takyah citer ler.ya Allah...sembuhkanlah penyakit ini sblm tibanye hari ku melahirkan zuriat ini.dok pulun buah2an gak...tp,tadi tak larat sgt dah....amik ler paracetamol.
  5. kaki dah menjadi seperti penyakit untut since yesterday....previously tak pernah dpt experience mcm nie...kelakar pun ada,buruk nengokkannye pun ye..dari betis sampai ke jari2 kaki tu bloated giloss...tadi ada snap pic...tp,eeee tak tergamak nak upload sini..ahaha.org kata dah nak dekat ler tu bersalin ek...once dia surut...jeng jeng jengg...get ready ler ye.semlm rendam akar fatimah tu pun mcm dah kembang skit...tapi tak sekembang yg penuhnye...wahhhh,dab dub dab dub.
  6. apa2 pun by this weekend baby court memang dah nak kene siapkan....dah dok bercakap ngan baby...selain dr keluar pd hari yg baik dan mudah utk semua...kene tunggu baby court dah ready dulu gak..hehe,tp,dlm list utk baby byk lg yg tak wat lg....nursing cover,nursing pillow....baby booties...wahhhh,semangat berkobar2 masa beli kain segala...bila dah duduk depan kain kat umah..pegang2,belek2...simpan balik..hehe.nampak gaya mcm lepas pantang baru siap kot..hehe.
oklah...tiba2 black out plak apa nak tulis lagi...tadi ingatkan nak ronda2 umah2 org jer,alih2 rajin plak nak menulis...battery netbook pun dah kuar warning....anyway,ptg tadi kat umah ni digemparkan dgn penemuan bom kat tmn sebelah...3biji tu beb...my taman phase 7 pun ada gak rupernye..perghhh...macam2!
have a nice weekend k.......

*************haVe a NiCe day,do come again ya!*****************

Thursday, October 22, 2009

JaNJi SIHaT dan SeLaMAt......



up date ,up date...up date...that's what my mind keep on saying everytime my eyes terpandang my netbook...tp apakan daya,everytime dah online i set my limit...plug off then,by using the battery jer bley online...lompat sana sini,jenguk situ sinun...by the time nak membebel kat umah senirik..the battery went off..hehe.that's all for the day.tp,arini kita exemptionkan dr itew rules..lets do some writing wpun ni dah plug in balik itew wayar..huhu.
i'm still ere...still membawa dgn terhuyung-hayangnye benih kasih kami dlm peyut yg makin cute ini...belum bersalin lg.every friday of the week,it means i'm embarking myself to next stage-week,so...trow i will be in my 36th week..phewwww...almost there.
during 3rd week of ramadhan...we went to kajang to get some spare part for our loyal washing machine...the lady taukey was so kind n friendly....in d middle of our chat...(tgh tgk bread-maker masa tu...*dun forget ek kandaku....hehehe,belum beli lg tu..*) tiba2 the taukey asked me...
'wahh...u punya anak,dua dua orang beranak normal ka?'
'tak lah mdm,girl potong,kluar ikut tingkap...itu boy normal..ikut pintu jugak loo.'(kenapa kalu cakap ngan diorg jer mesti slang ikut diorg gak kan...hehe).
'waaahhhh...itu boy normal ka...manyak busat woo kepala dia....'
'hehehe...betullah tu...ikut dia punya bapak,dia pun kluar besar...4.2kg maa'
'aiyaaa.......byk kuat aaa u...'
i just smiled 'goaty'....Tuhan jer ler yg tau best tak best.ishhhh taukey nie...aku dah ler start suspen pkkan nak dekat beranak masa tu...dia plak tambah suspen.
nak dijadikan lg best citer di atas...at 2nd week of raya,i went for check up,i was 32week that time.....with my regular contraction,eventhough it's braxton hicks...tp doc was quite worried coz a bit strong n regular....bila scan plak..the scanner estimated the baby was 35 week already...aiyoooo.so,doc gave some medication to reduce the contraction...since it's to early for delivery...suspen gue dibuatnya.kandaku pun kata tgk kat monitor tu mcm chubby muka baby,dgn mulut dia tgh muncung....(as usual aku blur skit nak tgk screen tu..hehe)
last 2 weeks,went for the check up again..i was 35week then.the moment i entered his room,doc dah kata perut u tinggi mcm dah full term ek.when i laid down,once again he said the same thing..ishh tak syioknye..hehe.
bila scan...mak oittttt...ikut diameter kepala..baby 38week...kalu abdomen 37week...waduhhhh,mmg kompem ikut spesis daddy dia...ihiks'.anyway,baby weight was fine....according to chart,2.9kg.doc estimated baby will grow another 600-700gram until full term.so,baby will be around 3.5kg...tp tu min weight he said...aiyoooo.
when i told my sister,kak lang abt this...dgn selamba she replied....
'dulu masa EA ur doc estimated berapa...?'
'ermm...around 3.15kg mcm DQ...'
'oooo....3.15kg..then bila delivered EA kuar 4.2kg kan...ni dia kata 3.5..nnt kuat 5.5kg kot....muahaha'
'kak langggggg.......!'
uwaaaaaaa.....lagi dia tambahkan suspenku ini....frankly speaking,i dun mind kalu dpt baby besau lagi...coz senang daddy nak handle...maklum ler confinement ku byk dgn kandaku jer.tapi....kalu dah tau dr awal yg nak kluarnye besauuu...uwaaaaaaaaa...suspen wooooo!masa EA lain lah..ihika',tak tau...dah kluwau baru tau.i did ask my gynae...bley ke normal delivery nie doc...dgn senyuman menawan dia tu...
'4.2kg bley....there should not be any problem...'
gulp....tawakal jer ler babe...yg penting suamiku,doa jgn lupa selalu ye.. :P
as usual,kalo pregnant...perut ku jer yg kembang,mkn ler byk mana pun..tp,ku tetap menjaga diet...ditambah plak mmg takde selera sgt...mana2 gi org sure tegur kuyus jer menandong...hehe.masuk 31week aritu,pelvic nie mmg sakit jer rasa...nyut-nyuttt...jer rasanye celah kelangkang nie...blakang takyah cakap ler....kaki ku yg kecil ini plak memang tak proportionate dgn rangka bdn ku...harus allignment lari kalu berjalan...waduhhhhh.
kandaku pun tegur,perut ku kali nie nampak besarnye...uwaaaaaa,tau takper...lenkali ngandungkan i lagi..hehehe.tang tido yg tak larat...seme serba tak kene.....mengiring salah,terlentang lg ler out of question...duduk lama2 pun salah...adeehh.kalu berdiri pun tak kene gak..hehe edema ler jadinye.
doc kata bila 37week baru lung baby matured....so,dah bley lah get ready utk bersalin....tak larat dah nak bawa bdn nie..hehe.
apa2 pun mari kita hayati dialog di bawah...perbualan berlaku di ruang tamu...
'kanda....u tgk i besar mcm gajah tak ngandung nie?'
dgn muka serba salah dan minda yg ligat mencari jawapan....sure tgh pk dinda dia nie nak jawab yg betul ke atau sebaliknye...
dgn muka terkulat2 tp kondifen...kandaku jawab...
'a'ah...besarlah gak...'
'besar jer ke?'
'a'ahlah...besarlah..'
'ek eleeee...kot y'e pun nak cakap besar,kasi ler ayat bodek skit..ayat pemanis skit...besar tp seksi ke...besar tp tetap cun ker.....ihiks'
moral of the story...lenkali jgn lupa bodek skit isteri yg menandong nie ek...dulu2 pandai plak bagi statement...hehehe.ingat ye para suami di luar sana....kerna menandong ini tak lain tak bukan penyakit buatan suami gak...hahaha.
di kesempatan ini,i would like to take the chance to seek forgiveness from everybody for any mistakes n wrong doing done by me..(ucapan raya pun tak dan nak wat kan...),plis pray for my health n my baby...semoga semuanya berjln dgn lancar,mudah dan selamat.

*tgh2 browse tadi terjumpa plak pic nie...best woooo kalu dpt bantal mcm nie,mcm senang nak jahit senirik...tp,dah nak dekat sgt..mcm tak worth it lak nak wat kan..hehe..perghh sure nyenyak titon nie...

************haVe a NiCe Day,do come again,ya!***********

Monday, September 7, 2009

ULanGtaHuN.....

*mummy suka ikat towel putih mcm pakai ihram pd EA,moga dpt menjadi tetamu istimewa di Baitullah satu hari nnt.tgk tu,mandi pun nak makan,pegang biskut..mana daddy tak panggil 'eating machine'...hehe EA=eating agent...sesuka jer daddy ni tau!
*EA ada lesung pipit mcm mommy n daddy...tp daddy marah2 syg masa mula2 dulu mommy kata ur dimples mcm anuar zain...hehe.yerler mcm mommy sebelah kanan dlm skt dr belah kiri.

semalam,ada budak jatuh dr tricycle sebab dok menghuyung-hayangkan bdn dia sewaktu daddy,mommy & kak yong (DQ) dok nyanyikan lagu eppy besday utk dia.....sib baik landing baik punye atas cushion..hehe.
thn lepas mommy x sempat nk wat N3 utk EA @ abg ngah..so,thn ni dlm tak menang tangan,mommy watkan jugak utk EA...
mommy rasa nk ceritakan a few stories masa menandongkan dan melahirkan EA...
when dad&mommy decided nak tambah bilangan penduduk malaysia,mommy was still breastfeeding ur kak yong,she was 9mths++ masa tu...we went to meet the gynae,dr asari for pap smear and he told us 'ok u can proceed (hehe sukalah doc sbb bertambah rezki dia..hehe),jahitan C-sect yg dulu pun ok...but usually still on breastfeed ni payah skit nk lekat..bersabar dan tawakal ok'.tup tup...1mth++ after that appointmt mommy was totally surprised that my UPT was positive..yeay!alhamdulillah....
mommy dah start control diet a mth before i conceived u....so thru out the pregnancy mmg mommy tak gained weight so much...alhamdulillah,my diabetic was under ctrl...(sampaikan doc diabetic tu tak puas hati ngan result mommy...hehe),EA yg dlm perut pun membesar dgn sihat.masa pregntkan kak yong,i didnt get any morning sickness..ada ler sekali muntah,itu pun wat2 muntah saja nk merasa..haha.masa EA plak mommy ada skit loya lah...tokleh masak early stage..dan yg paling tak tahan bau nasik yg tgh ditanak....masakan maktok di penang yg menjadi idaman mommy...so,mostly every weekend daddy akan pi collect kiriman lauk or kuih dr tokchik yg berulang alik kl-penang-kl every weekd.lagi satu ibu belanja mommy mkn bread puding kat strudel's...time pregnt jer mkn sedap yg amat...hehe,tq maktok n ibu!!
almost 7mths baru EA decided to show us yg di dlm peyut tu boy or girl...itupun,bila mommy tak bawa kak yong DQ,kak sarah or kak syaza sekali gi check up...pemalu rupernye dia..hehe.tiada yg dpt diluahkan kecuali syukur...kali ni mmg mommy tak hajatkan laki atau pompuan,mommy tak kisah.masa kak yong dulu i really wanted a baby boy...so,Dia makbulkan hajat mommy kali ini.maka dapatlah daddy n mommy sepasang anak2 yg bijak dan solihin.
bila kandungan dah hampir cukup 36weeks,doc wat x-ray to determine either i can go for normal delivery or not.so,takyahlah mommy nk go thru so many pains,normal dulu..alih2 kene caeser gak kan.masa kak yong DQ dulu,dah cukup bulan,CTG graph pun naik kemain,tp mommy still not in pain...considering my diabetes was quite high-cucuk insulin bagai-diet pun tak jln,doc pun suh choose date utk caeser...tgk2 kak yong jauh lg dr pangkal rahim masa peyut mommy dibelah.
dpt result x-ray,tgk2 kepala EA dah half way down.dah lepas pun largest diameter.engaged dgn baiknye...alhamdulillah,i can have normal delivery..(jimat duit daddy...hehehe) ur weight was around 2.4kg(if not mistaken..ke 2.7kg),so doc said just nicelah by the time due u will be around 3kg++.
apalagi...bila dah kompem bley kluar ikut pintu...dalam ke-excitedtan dan ketakutan nk go normal delivery..mommy pun belasah mkn kabohidrat lebey skit...itupun idok ler byk mana pun,kalu selalu nasi 2senduk 1meal satu hari,mommy double it up for 2meals ...yerlah takut takde tenaga nak pusshh nnt kan..hehe.
2minggu lepas x-ray tu...on friday,mommy mmg ada weekly check up dgn doc.that morning at 530am..mommy tersedar....rasa mcm dan regular contractn,but not so bad lah the pain...kejut daddy sekali jer...terus terjaga.dlm hati dah berkata...'ada gak kene tahan arinie..senang jer bgn kandaku nie..'daddy standby tepi mummy....almost 6am,mcm dah lari gap dia...'false alarm kot kanda..' 'ok,takper solat subuh dulu,emergency bag u blum pack kan..i packkan sekali' lepas solat dad check lg contractn... 'takperlah kanda,i try tido dulu coz kak lang kata kalu u bley tido maknanye false alarm ler tu' mommy try gak lelap mata....elok jer mata ni nak terlelap at 730am tu,all of sudden...POPPP...!!dushhhh.......bunyi air menderu2 pancut....apalagi,mommy menjerit panggil daddy....
'kandaaaa...deeeee,apa nie....i kencing ke per....eeeeeee,apa nie....'
daddy dgn tenang dan selambanye tepikan kak yong jauh dr mommy n tengok ke mommy...
'oooo that must be ur water bed dah burst.....it's time lah nie'
mommy mcm tak percaya tgk keselambaan daddy...mcm yopoyo ye gak....hehe.
'eh bley tak i gi mandi dulu...alaaa gelilah mcm nie...'
daddy dah called ibu masa nie.....'laaa...tokleh lambat2 dinda,nnt infection plak...wash up jer mana yg perlu k...mandi later lah'
then,dropped DQ at ibu's hse....maka buat pertama kali daddy jadilah pemandu yg terpaksa memotong line(ni mmg pantang daddy),maklum ler pagi2 jumaat time peak hours....dr bukit jalil nak ke jln ipoh...takut tersangkut jammed jer.alhamdulillah SMART tunnel baru fews week buka,daddy pun dah awal2 plan which route to take....sepjg perjalanan tu,everytime contract masa tu gak ler mommy jerit..bukan sakit tp geli sbb water bed dok meleleh kuar..hehe.sambil tu mkn gak potato bread wat tambah tenaga.915am we reached the destination....dah settle tukar seluar seme,masa tu dilation baru 3cm.....maka bermula kesakitan nak beranak...subhanallah,sakitnye tak tergambar..masa tu memang terasa Ya Allah...byknye dosa ku ya Tuhan...terkenang betapa sakitnye makku nak menanggung sakit nak melahirkanku dan aku senang2 menyakiti hatinya....astaghfirullah.by 12pm dr asari dtg menjenguk lg..eee cukup menyampah bila dia nak menyeluk for checking the dilation.'ermm sy rasa sempat kot sy gi solat jumaat dulu...' dlm hati mommy 'ishh biau benau doc nie...' nurse pun menyampuk...'i think jgn kot doc...tak sempat nnt nie..' 'oklah...i'll wait'.masa tu lah mommy teringat it's friday and i havent cut my finger nails yet...'kanda tolong amikkan nail clipper dlm kete' 'lerr...nak gak ke this time?' 'yer ler u know how particular i am kan..plissss' 'ok..ok'.
few mins after... 'ni clipper...let me cut it for u' 'alaaa takmo aaaa,i wat senirik...nnt tak cantik u potong...Allaaahhhhh...(sambil tahan sakit contract)' 'ikut u lah...'
maka sambil dok menahan sakit..sambil mulut dok terkumat kamit menyebut Allahhh...dan berzikir mana yg terlintas,hehe..mommy pun sempatlah memotong kuku dgn jayanya.
pukul 2pm mommy ngan daddy dah ada dlm labour room....this time dah tak tertahan sakitnye,nurse plak asyik nak mengoffer epidural lah etc...ooohh no no.
mula2 kompius bila nak push...takut terbuang air besau pulak..rupernye itulah time yg sepatutnye...hehe lupa plak awal2 diorg dah pump bowel kan..hehe.push yg ke 3 doc kata baby duk mengiring plak,dia nak adjust skit....push yg ke 5 'blooop'...terasa bagai ilang satu bebanan.maka pkl 245pm,hari jumaat 7hb sept 2007....15mins sebelum pak lah membacakan budget 2008...lahirlah Eusoff Ammar.
the moment EA keluar dr perut mommy jer...doc terus kata sambil menapung2 baby 'berat nie ur baby pn Tulip...'.mommy n daddy terdiam sekejap...tp,mcmana mom&dad sambut kakyong mcm tu lah kami sambut EA dgn ucapan pertama' Assalamualaikum sayang'...
masa doc tgh menjahit,nurse dtg sambil bgtau 'doc 4.2kg...'
'erkkk berapa?' dad&mom serentak tanya....
'u mkn per ni pn Tulip...hehe'
anakku...dlm masa 2minggu jer sebegitu naiknye..haha,bayangkan kalu mommy tak diet dr awal...uishh uishhh...alhamdulillah,moga EA jadi anak yg soleh,mukmin professional berjaya dunia akhirat...selamat hari lahir yg ke-2 ye abg ngah...ujung minngu kita celebrate ek...daddy pun ada 2 tender nak kene antar..(moga kali nie berjaya lg ek kandaku.amin),abg ngah besar pun ada UPSR...kita postpone dulu k...daddy,mummy,kak yong n not forgetting 'baba' sayaaaaaaannggggg abg ngah EA!!
*EA kalu makan roti krim mcm nie ler ghupernye....dah mcm berjanggut plak.
*mommy mmg dah pilih nama EA Eusoff dr awal,yg belakang daddy choose...tp sebelum register
mcm2 org panggil usop budget (lahir on budget day),usop taiyob lah...sbb dkt nk ramadhan...usop sontorian yg tak tahan tu...moga menjadi khalifah setanding nama yg diberi anakku :)

*************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!****************




Thursday, September 3, 2009

JanGankaN tiDak....

sedar tak sedar dah hampir sebulan lebey blog ni terbiar sepi.....sebenornye ada gak online,tp sekadar mencari bahan rujukan (cheewahhh...mcm nk wat tesis lak kan...huhu),lompat sat sana sinun ke rumah maya kawan2, pehtu terus offline.memang byk sebabnye tak beronline....jadi alang2 arinie mcm aura dtg nak berupdate,jangankan tidak....kite update ler....
first of all thanks to everybody yg sudi bertanya khabar thru phone...call@sms n not forgetting yg tinggal message kat umah habuks nie...alhamdulillah sy sihat,dah masuk 29weeks nie...insomnia melanda balik...qiamulail idok ler pulak...dok terkebil2 jer atas katil bertemankan sore iman di masjidil haram berterawih.baby plak...aktif sungguh,24hr dok kicking,break dance,main tickle perut mummy,kdg2 tu rasa mcm ada 2 org jer dlm peyut nie,hehe doc pun kata aktif kemain dia.dah masuk last trisem nie memang tak sabar2 nak beranak...manakan tidak,nak bawa perut satu hal,mana nak layan budak ribena 2 org tu lg...nak tunduk bangun mengutip toys diorg lg...huhu,ni ler kalu beranak rapat2 kan,takperlah..rezkikan.nak tido pun serba tak kene,meniarap idok ler buleh,menelentang sat jer dah sesak nafas...mengiring jer ler,itupun asyik lenguh jer tulang pinggul nie....sabar jer ler,tinggal berapa bulan jer...tapiiii....dab dup dab dup gak nak endure the pains before nak tiba masa utk pusssshhhh....hehe.
mak pulak....4days lepas admitted aritu dah discharged...heart beat dah regurlar balik....doc nak wat angiogram..tp,disebabkan faktor usia opt ke CT scan jer.bila tiba nak CT scan a month after kluar spital...check2 heart beat still low...tokleh wat,opt to MYOVIEW(external method) which can be done in another 6months...aiyoooo lamanye nk dpt apptmt!if Myo tak berjaya kene gak wat angio.ermmm...mak memang tak berapa kuat dah sgt lately,early august aritu tu pun went to singapore coz my maklong meninggal,mmg mak tak larat nk jln jauh even dlm 20tapak...terus menggletar penat.kaki mak pun bengkak jer...water retention,due to her kidney not functioning well.sesungguhnye Dia Maha Mengetahui lagi Maha Berkuasa...
di antara sebab2 lain tak online adalah sbb takut byk masa habis kat depan lappy jer...hehe...lagipun mlm tak dpt tido,so pagi esoknye sure tokleh buka mata.buatlah mcmana pun....try tahan mata dr terlelap mcmana pun sure....in a split second ZZZzzzZZZZzzz...elok jer by 730-830am tu sure beratttt mata nie.kalu try berjaga siang pun,alih2 mlm sure tokleh tido gak..jadinye nnt kepala plak fenin...jadi layan jer ler titon..hehe.
ingatkan thn nie malas nak amik upah menjahit labuci raya...tp dok kesian kat yg meminta...amik gak ler.ditambah plak ada gak tempahan hantaran yg nak dipakai raya ke-4..tak menang tgn nie.raya ke-5 dan ke-7 pulak ada org booking utk make up pengantin...alhamdulillah,rezki nk menyambut org baru.ni pun nak kene wat hamper raya skit utk customer kandaku...(bley charge mahal skit tak kandaku?hehe...)....nampak gaya tahun nie baju sendiri tak bermanik gak ler seperti thn2 yg lepas...hehe.hajat nak jahit langsir baru pun KIV ler ek...kuih raya....sempat ke nak wat?!!
lagi satu sbb adalah kerna nak menjaga nafsu ku dr terbeli pinggan mangkuk lama online...hehe..asalnye nak wat collection satu dua pattern jer,bila dah jumpa blog berkaitan..gilossss tak tercapai akal ku..hehe.(so kak elle...aritu yg cari brg2 antik tu bukan suaminya ya...isterinye yg mengidam..huhu).nak gi serbu kedai2 berabuks apek2 tu dah tak larat...order jer ler...kandaku kata stop dulu ler nak raya dan nak bersalin ni kan...
selain tu yer lah tension dok tgk blog2 crafter2....hehe,bila tgk seme rasa nak wat...keh keh.
apa2 pun....my to do list byk lagi yg tak bertick...aiyoooo due dah nak dekat weyyy!ermmmm....tokleh lengah2 dah nie.....
oklah...dah merapu meraban...bila tak duduk depan lappy..mcm2 idea ada nak tulis,snap gambo toksah citer...bila dah pegang keyboard...haruuuu....seme ilang entah kemana...
semoga Ramadhan kali ini lebey baik dr yg lepas.....penuh barakah dah natijah utk kita semua.

****************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!*****************


Tuesday, July 21, 2009

CCU....

as early as 420am this morning,the house phone rang (anjang called)....sib baik tersedar...tried to wake kandaku up to answer the phone.in the same time my hp pun rang....it was my alang- 2nd brother's calling.
my mum was at sunw@y hospital since 3am with my anjang-3rd brother...she's been vomitting from the evening....doctor said the heart beat is very low....due to cardiac problem..doc suspected the heart ada prob.after few minutes both my brothers decided to send mak to university malaya medical centre(PPUM).
kandaku,my sister-kak lang n me arrived at PPUM at 530am.mak was still at emergency unit...the heart beat was still low 30beats per minute...but she was still strongly awake n complained itew ini..hehe,my typical mum.all of sudden it dropped until 20 whilst i was looking 4 container for her nak muntah...panik kejap my sis n me...mak's eyes dah terbeliak ke atas...the moment she's back to normal she said 'aku belum nak mati ler...' hehe,both of us(sis n me) smiled at each other...that's our mum...never give up.
around 815am the cardiologist-dr wahab n his asst-dr ummi yg sungguh peramah n explanative were there...he decided to do pacing for my mum to regulate her heart beat n K.I.V for angiogram which mak had refused to do so when she was referred to IJN last year.i was a bit panic ler coz i have to give the consent for those procedures since alang was in the office to get the GL n anjang baru jer 10mins went back after being urged by us to take a rest..kandaku pun baru balik to attend important meeting and also to bring back cranky EA...luckily kak lang dah kol alang n alang asked me to sign in the paper.
945am mak was in cardiac lab already for the pacing ....by that time my bangchik- 4th brother arrived.followed by my sister-kak chik.
at 11am mum was done with the temporary pacing...dr chee said kira mak nye heart switch is not working properly (ni thru my understanding lah) that's why the heart is not working properly n the potassium level is very high-hyperkalemia(mak dibanned fr eating banana,potatos,etc at all) n alhamdulillah no heart stroke n no need for angiogram.so,they need to monitor mak for 2 days...then,they will decide either mak perlu implant battery for permanent pacing or not...mak was transfered to CCU...on the way to the ward mak siap bergurau with kakchik 'wahh kemain cantik ko...,patut ler org suh ko dtg..hehe'(she came from d office) senyum bangchik mak puji bini dia..haha.all of us laughed.
since CCU is very strict in terms of regulations seme....just 2 visitors are allowed at one time,having me pregnant somemore...bangchik n alang wait for this evening until 8pm.the ladies balik at 230pm..itu pun after being thoroughly informed by the staff nurse abt CCU's regulations,etc.i smiled n feel a bit relief when she said 'makcik nie peramah orgnye.' hehe..that's my mum!it was heavily raining.mak pun dah felt asleep by that time...tired coz tak tido n muntah,purging dr semlm...take a rest ek mak...
at 330pm alang called informing that the 'taiko' cardiologist dr imran(alang kata he's rugged..uishh,esok kene cari dia nie..ihiks') had studied mak's case n concluded mak nye hyperkalemia due to her diabetic medication.she will be on insulin only.
mak woke up at 545pm to eat but the heart beats still low....
i just pray all the best for mak and tawakal to Him...coz He knows the best.moga mak sembuh dan sihat kembali..
*pic of mak at CCU...(sempat lg curik2 snap..)
anyway,thanks to Kak Na-kak lang's niece for her helps n i would like to say that i'm satisfied n surprised with the government hospital services nowadays...for PPUM lah.hope it will maintain n better in the future...

psst...:sis sya,hopefully u got my sms ek..sorry lah order kene put on hold dulu :),kol ur hp x jwb.

************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!***************

Friday, July 17, 2009

ganGGuaN....



rasa mcm nak berhibernasi sebentar...mcm nak bekukan blog ini utk sementara waktu...
kerna empunya blog nak gi expedisi mencari kasih yg pudar....
gangguan sementara..ihiks'

p/s:tepon pun mcm gangguan sementara gak...acik tak reti nak pakai tepon canggih2 nie..maklum ler sekolah pondok jer..ihiks'..ermmm beli mesin jahit lg bagus kan..uhuks'

*tokojuit den..ado rupo eh beruang kutub warno pepel..ihiks'.
**********haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!**********

Tuesday, July 14, 2009

wEnDu....

to someone that i love so much....

++++++++++++++++++++++

i received a text msg this morning from my old best fren....she's ere in klang valley..having seminar..schedule quite tight...ermmm,so near but yet so far....
miss our time together before she went to KISAS...i did get the offer ke sinun,but i refused to go...huhu,takut 2minggu masuk kene expel..haha knowing me the notty tulipurple..kui kui.
moga hari ini menjadi hari yg indah buatku...even for few days tak lena titon..sekrg dah tingTonG!!

a vase of purple tulip felawer n a cup of tea for everyone....thanks for everything :D
*************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!************

Sunday, July 12, 2009

diLeMMa...

huhu....giloss stress...i'm in a big dilemma...have to do something before it explodes...
i've been praying so hard to avoid this situation n yet it comes to me with pleasure..so denjeresss woo...i have to think n think n think ........
i really need His guidance...


*************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!**************

Thursday, July 9, 2009

agAiN...?

ermm....dia wat hal lagi...i'm feeling down again....
seme rasa serba tak kena...all of sudden i will cry like a baby...
termenung jauh like i can see beyond the wall...
melenting tak pasal2....
feeling so damn tired like
baru abis conquered gunung nuang (tu baru gunung nuang..)
perhaps i need more attention or it is just me ngada2...uwekkkk :P
pokok2 kat depan tu pun mcm tak semenggah dah...sorry lah gue enggak ada mood mau berbicara sama kamu semua...omong2 aja sama DQ ya...
melalut dah nie...
i'm feeling down....down town ke,down to earth ke..janji ada down nye..uhuks'

*pic yg takde kene mengena ngan tajuk...saje suka2 letak..

***************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!********************

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

heNTam saJer Ler....


aiyooo...takde idea nk start karang citer 'what i did last weekend'..hehe,kite selingan citer berikut jer ler dulu...yg pasti memang best last weekend...huhu.
*nie dinner lastnite....hari malas sedunia,masak sempoi jer ler...bayam air,telur goreng sambal n ayam berempah 'malas'...ketumbar&jintan jer ..serai,bwg segala
kite skip jer..huhu. pagi nie setelah dok ngidam nak makan nestum sbb kak elle dok citer dia makan nestum kan...nyum nyummm...breakfeast of the day - nestum C with ind()c@f3 C... alangkah syiokk kalu dpt pakai susu pekat yg lemak berkrimm..emmmm..ihiks'

*tgh mkn baru teringat..kalu campur ngan fresh fruits mesti lg sodapkan...mcm mkn ngan oat.ceria skit ruper nestum tu nnt...

last 2weeks...aku jadi ustazah 'rock'..hehe,saje wat volunteer ngajo arabic kat sek my eldest niece..kak long miza syakirah-MS.dia amik PMR thn nie...alhamdulillah,masih bley digunapakai ler ilmu di dada nie...idok ler berkarat gitu jer kan.
*yg baju merah syaza irdina-SI..yg nampak tgn tu sarah kamilia-SK..hehe kire duit nak blanjer maksu ker tu..huhu.
so,masa ku mengajor...my sis bawa ler her 2 daughters n DQ gi shopping2 at the nearest shophouses.my niece SI beli PURPLE notebook...sibuk nak wat diary katanye...terpengaruh akak2 dia ler tu..org baru pandai membaca dan menulis..dah kate diary,my sis pun ajo ler tulis ayat suku kata yg sonang..dan amat ler bersangkut paut ngan dia...hehe

'saya ada kutu'...sabor jer akakku...kot yer pun...hehe,kenyataan berani tp benar..biasalah,kalo dah gi sekolah..sure ada kes binatang hinggap nie..teringat waktu ku kecil2 time comot2 dulu,kene gak..sakit woo masa operasi membasmi pendtg tanpa izin kat kepala nie.

last sekali...citer pasal 'floating carpet'...sejadah terapung kat t'ganu...
ermmm,mcm2 spekulasi dan kritikan pasal gambo nie...tp,kalu tgk..terapung ke?
takperlah...kite biarkan pd yg bijak pandai lg arif utk menyelesaikan permasalahan tersebut..kat sini cuma nak kata... hehe,cantik PURPLE sejadah tu kan...hehe.

****************haVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya****************