Monday, December 8, 2008
Thursday, December 4, 2008
SeDey..SaYu..sEBak....
diriku pasrah..diri terasa begitu lemah....ku rasa hina..ku rasa diri ini tak berguna....kenapa...bila keikhlasan tiada lagi dalam hati...semua kisah yang pahit terpalit kembali....kalau tiada lagi suka dan gembira di sini....kenapa aku jua yang kau harapkan...jangan kerna tiada yang sudi...kau gagahkan jua di sini...menganggapku bagai tiada harga diri....
patah hatiku....lerainya jiwa ku ini...tiada yang tahu...tak terluah gelora di jiwa,tak terungkai kusut di hati...pada Mu Ya Tuhan...tempatku mengadu..bantulah hambaMu ini...
semoga tiada lagi rasa sangsi di hati ini...moga keikhlasan datang kembali...agar diri tidak terdampar sepi....
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Friday, November 28, 2008
HaNTU...AnTu...
this morning i was craving for western breakfast....tetibe lak angin R menyapa sepi diriku..ahaks'...perhaps becoz of one 'antu' created a scenario with me lastnite,but let me story-mory about this 'hantu' first.as i entered my little-cute-mute kitchen,in my mind already pictured this menu...hehe.yup...first,i fried the little sausages.then,the mixed-vege..(malas nak steam...tp,memang tak sodap fried with butter mcm tu jer).next,i toasted the whole-meal bread then,i prepared the sunny side up...kasi lembik2 itew egg yolk...sodappp.lastly,i wanted to cook the baked-bean...sedang nak membuka tin baked-beans yg memang my feberet.....ADOOOIIIII...!!jari 'HANTU' ku yg kanan terkene itew bibir tin.waLLa....terjadi ler peristiwa berdarah...blood was all over the sink,the cut was short about 0.5inch but very deep one..huhu.cube berlagak tenang..basuh jari kat tap...taknak gak berenti2.mcm2 ayat quran ku baca...tak berjaya gak,kitchen towel dah byk turned into red karer....tak bley jadi nie,kepala sudah start dizzy.called kandaku...in the midst of reporting to him,i knocked out for few seconds..hehe cuak jap kandaku tetibe adindanye sonyapp di ujung talian(maklum ler aku nie low-blood)...sib baik aku tersedar bila dia called balik.kandaku pesan applykan minyak gamat on the cut.nyuttt nyutttt...rasa jari ini.bila dah letak myk gamat..terasa mcm belahan tu mengembang...berentilah bleeding itu seketika.memang tokleh guna jari hantu ku itew..dah ler right side laks.tp,gagahkan jua masak baked bean...abiskan breakfast..hehe.tp,tersilap skit jer..bleeding blk..letak myk gamat.
*saki baki kitchen towel-tissue yg red karer..yg penuh red karer ngeri nak snap...tu myk gamat of the day..hehe.
tak dptlah ku masak sotong masak itam ku arinie for lunch..uwaaaaaaaaa!bukan ku ngade2 takmo masak,i'm a pain-tolerance person...tp,i cant bear to see the bleeding part (selain takut jadi raja bersiong pun ye gak-tp,baked bean td tak kene ek darah),payah nak menggunakan jari2 pun iye gaks.barulah ku tahu betapa pentingnye jari HANTU nie kan...actually,last friday pun ada gak kat cut at the same finger,tak tahu kenape..alih2 dah kene.ermmm...i think i should restrain myself from cooking on friday kot..hehe lame excuse nie..haha.lesson to be learn from this situation....ni Tuhan warning...baru Dia tarik skit keselesaan pd diri dah rasa susahnye..apetah lagi kalau kite terus lalai dgn nikmatnya tanpa kesyukuran ketaatan pd-Nya,macamana agaknye ek?!!tapikan...kenapa dinamakan jari HANTU??apekah significant nye?
ok....my second story abt the 'antu' lastnite.....kalu nak tau,this is the 'antu'.... hehe,
presenting EA the 'antu' seben-eleben....last evening,i went to my bro's hse to leypak2 with my anak2 sedara sambil dropping my kids there kejap coz nak gi kedai to get my sotong(uwaaaaa....kecur air liyo teringat sotong masak itam!!).backed from the shop,ujan heavily lak...till after maghrib.so,bilas kat situ jer ler...since pinjam baju cuzon,gali jer ape yg ada.so,my sister gave this T and pant...jadi ler EA ambassador seben-eleben.the problem was...EA sudah jadi 'antu' seben-eleben coz dia takmo tido2,even at 3am this morning he's still awake...eeeeee,i did switch off all the light including lampu titon...he still has the guts berjalan,turun katil,pokpek pokpek bercakap...even bila mommy tunjuk,acah2 dgn rotan pun dia takmo titon..bila diacah tu he acted lah mcm nak titon,tp idok jugak...lastly,mommy terlelap..daddy ngan DQ lama dah sampai lala land.at 415am...terjaga,lerrrrrrrr....'antu' seben-eleben belum titon gak but, dah nak tuko shift..EA dah naik katil,tp still pokpek pokpek sambil cari2 nenen mommy...hehe.sabau jer lah....tak taulah bila dia tutup kedai betul2.so,today seben-eleben buka balik at 330pm...amik ko...hahaha,flat giloss lerr tu!jgn ler wat selalu anak oitt...kalu mommy nk bloggin takper gak..bukan per,i just dont want anything harmful happen to u....tak larat nak berjaga pun iye gak..hehe.
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Thursday, November 27, 2008
GaWAt laGi....
ini adalah rentetan dr acara kandaku MC slipped-disc nye itu.....since sana sinun bercerita pasal tahun depan kegawatan ekonomi dijangka akan berlaku...terlihat akan gambo2 ini...adalah modal nak tulis N3 nie...................................
bila sampai area nie,nak2 waktu mlm..boleh rasa udaranye sejukkkk...
tp,tak syioknye jln nie cepat jammed,bottle-neck...tambah2 lak waktu tu dekat ngan peak hour org nk balik dr keje.......tak dpt ku ingat ke mana kami menerjah,tp end up ke kajang....cruised along the highway.on the way nak balik,sampai ke sg chua..dekat ngan sekolah leftenan adnan tu,arah kajang ke putrajaya....aku perasan ini...sib baik camera kami yg dah obsolete megapixel nye ..hehe dah stand by di tgn.....dptlah snapped gambo2 ini....
setelah beberapa kali(bukan ler hari yg sama kan..),telah ku amati..ruper2nye ada apek(pernah nampak satu petang tu,apek tgh menyiram)yg telah mengambil inisiatif bercucuk tanam di sini...wahhhhh,rajin dan bagus betul apek itu...elok sungguh usahanye itu...nak2 di waktu kegawatan ekonomi yg dijangka akan berlaku,sgtlah sesuai aktiviti ini kan..tak kira di mana jua..asal dpt berbakti pd tanah....tapiii....bagaimana pula dgn aspek keselamatan...tepi highway tu beb?!
p/s:kat kawasan perumahan aku nie pun,ada gak sepasang suami isteri cina-veteran yg rajin bercucuk tanam kat pembahagi tepi jalan...syiok jer tgk sayur2 yg menjadi2 tu...minta skit bley ka apek?hehe
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Labels: family, general, jalan-jalan
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
bBQ.....& DQ's VoCaB.
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Labels: DQ, special occasions
Thursday, November 20, 2008
ciLi KeRiNg
dlm proses nak menyediakan cili kisar nie,teringat aku pd satu kisah yg pernah terjadi setahun dulu....kandaku memang tak kuat pedas orangnye...lain lah pulak dgn aku yg antu pedas.jadi,bila dah jadi isterinya...setiap kali nak sediakan cili kisar nie...jenuh ler aku wat kajian nak mengurangkan kepedasan cili itu.aku pernah terbaca,kalu daun pokok cili tu byk kedut lagi kurang pedasnya (ke lagi kedut lagi pedas..hehe,sorry ek lupa lak).tapi,itu tak membantu gak..dah nama pun cili kering,idok ler ku beli dari pokoknya..mana nak tahukan.yang aku tahu,kalau cili tu berkedut,maka kurang ler pedasnya..yang licin tu..perghhh podasnya memang kaw..tapi sian lak kandaku kan.apa yg mampu aku wat,setiap kali nak wat cili kisar....sebelum direbus tu,jenuh ler aku gunting tiap2 satu cili itu...aku gunting memanjang dr ujung ke ujung.senang ler nak buang biji.dah gunting...ketuk2 bekas tu biar keluar lagi biji2 tu.pehtu rebusss...dah rebus sebelum masuk ke pengisar bersama bawang2,aku akan tarik keluar urat2 yg pegang biji tu sebanyak yg mungkin...perghhh,bayangkan....tak ker pijo jari jemari ku yg mulus itu..haha.takperlah..sayang kandaku punya pasalkan.
berbalik pada kisah yg berlaku setahun lalu...masa tu EA masih lagi dalam perut,DQ lak setahun lebih umurnya.satu petang,masa mommy sedang dok meramas cili kering yg dah direbus tu..DQ datang ke dapur kata 'mommyyy...miya yakkkk aaaa'.aku iyakan dulu,maklumler tgh kusyuk wat keja katakan.memandangkan DQ ni memang penggeli waktu tu,tokleh lambat bilas..aper lagi,menangis ler dia....dalam tak tahan nak dengar DQ merengek aku pun basuh tangan camtu jer,aku pun dukung ler dia naik atas.dah abis proses penyucian tu seme,sambung ler balik keje yg tergendala tadi,sambung mengisar pulak.selang 15minit kemudian,DQ datang ke dapur mengadu 'mommyyyy painnn....cikP*t painnn aaaaa'. 'laaaa..damia yak lagi ke?' 'noooooo,miya no yakkkk...uwaaaaaa...cikP*t paainnn mommyyyy' .aduishhh..waktu ni dia dah tak ketentuan sambil tangan dok pukul lampin bahagian depan,bukan belakang kalo dia yak...masa tu lah baru aku teringat....agaknye sebab aku lupa nak basuh tangan betul2 tadi.pijo ke gamaksnye anak dara ku ini.bila aku cek...betullah ape yg dijangka...merah padam dah cikP*t nye...sian DQ.aku letak ler krim sambil suh DQ anginkan,baring bawah kipas.....DQ menangis sampai terlelap....baru ler aku tutupkan lampinnye itu.sorry ek anakku....janji tak buat lagi!
******HaVe a NiCe day,do come again,ya!*******
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Wednesday, November 19, 2008
mONday BluEs....wEdNesday BluEs
last monday,my sister was on leave coz her beloved wisdom tooth wat hal....as usual living with 5kids around..sure tak betah duduk umah bila cuti,even dlm kesakitan..wat more now it's school holiday.so,she buzzed me up...yok tgk wayang..madagasc4r 2.aku yg since morning...dok meleserr jer atas katil whilst waiting for my kids wake up..(ni terkene monday blues ler kot..hehe) terus bersemangat.dah dpt green lite from kandaku,lompat masuk mandi terus..hehe.
alamakss...atok's lunch tak wat lagi,tp atok rockk..sesekali dijamu ngan whole meal bread with sunny side up,atok no prob..add on fish fillet dah more than enuff for him..(ke atok sebenarnye tau anak pompuan dia nie kdg2 malas melampau..haha).we went to alm4nda with 2 cars...me with my antique car n my sister's black bird.
it's a very fun movie,very funny...sib baik EA dah pandai enjoy watching movie (ni gara2 dia dok melayan movie princess ngan DQ).so,mommy leh enjoy the movie too.
after movie...rombongan che kiah ni pun terus serbu food court....dah abis makan baru teringat nak amik pic..we had waffles with ice-cream,hot wok noodles with hotdog&egg,chicken rices,tomyam&rice,yong tau foo,fresh cut fruits,drinks takyah cakap ler....bila seme dah tersandar kekenyangan..DQ lak dah siap 'memerut'...ku terpandang meja..lerr nie makan ke mentedarah..haha.
ni plaks wednesday blues for my lil'DQ....coz when she woke up,mommy tgh transfer pics dr camera to lappy...so,ini princess sudah mengamuk bila tgk pic dia posing ngan dress princess kat br4nds outl3t tu kan..aduisshhhhh!luckily,lastnite i found this dress from DQ's favourite cousion Sarah Kamilia.Sarah wore this dress masa maksu & uncle duck dia bertunang....alhamdulillah gak DQ nak kan baju ni as a replacement,eventhough mula2 she's a bit hesitate...tak mcm princess pun.bila mommy pusing2kan dress ni..dancing2 skit ngan dress ni...at last nak gak.dah siap sikat rambut,berbedak segala...turun bawah DQ suh snap pic dia...' mommyyyy..smileee pelishhhhhh' ermm aper lagi,minta snap gambau ler tu.ihiks'.
*ni tgh get ready nak pusinggggg....tgh tunggu si liana&alexa fr diamond castle nyanyi....yg bawah ni lak,DQ siap lari gi duduk atas sofa laks posing...haruuu..hehe. *yg ni siap posing baring laks...ikut ler DQ,janji jadi anak yg solehah dan berakhlak mulia ye princess!! mommy luv u so much!!
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Friday, November 14, 2008
aDuhai pRinCeSs....
the story took place few hours before....once upon a time,in a far far away land..ceh,mcm far jer..huhu.as usual,after maghrib...served atok the food,in the midst of almost nak rain cat2dog2...there we went to tmn cempaka in a mission nk survey chest drawer..hehe,nak cari gak sampai dpt.luckily,half way td the rain stopped.
from tmn cempaka,since we're jes around the corner dah nak sampai ke ampang,mommy took the chance ajak daddy to ampang point.sampai sinun,terus masuk brand outl3t nak cari T for the kids.maka...terjadi ler situasi ini sedang mommy leka membelek dan menyelak baju... 'mommy...look princessssss....niceeeee' DQ beriya2 tunjuk kat mommy.patut ler dr tadi i heard DQ n kandaku dok sebut2 princess,thought ada doll princess ke. ok mommy pun yoyo lah menambah ke-excited-an DQ 'niceeee ya princess dress...' dlm hati dok berkata 'aiyooo jgn dia nak beli sudah..haruuu beb' whilst looking at the price.then,mommy continued looking around....Then,kandaku came to me ..'abis ler..ur daughter dah gi fitting room lagi tu...'
Tengok tu..she's so excited..thinking how do i look if i wear this gamaksnye..hehe. this time dia siap tutup pintu,marah+tergezut ler tu daddy opened the door..huhu.mommy laks tak kose nak tunggu...'kanda..u handle ur princess sat ek,need to do some digging..hehe'.few seconds after that i heard their conversation..
'laaaahai DQ,do not take off ur bajulah...' 'noooooo daddy....princesss niceee,i wanttttt.'another few minutes laks....'dinda..come and look ere...'.mommy pun headed to the fitting room,EA dok tersengih2 kuar masuk fitting rooms sambil dok pegang dinding....jenguk jer ke DQ..dah jadi ruper nie. 'alamak!,dia dah sarung....dont tell me we have to buy it,kanda?!' 'tu lah...dah tadi u suh i layan jer dia..dia buka baju on her own tu,so i just put on ler dress nie..'
'erkkk it's gonna cost us RM70 tu...kalo 20-30hengget takper gaks..nak pakai ke mana pun..nak wat bday party pun lambat lagi'
'tu lah dia...kalo bley pakai jalan takper gak..ni kalu beli sure2 she's gonna wear it bawa tido mlm nie...hehe'.
'nopeee..i wont buy it.. wait ere,i gi cari baju lain yg leh twist her mind'. sambil tu DQ dah menari..pusing2 mcm character dlm 'diamond castle' tu.suker yg amat dia tgk the skirt tu kembang..hehe.
finally,i managed to get the replacement...baju tido,tu pun tak dan bayar she wanted to wear it on the spot.sib baik elok jer she put on baju tido ni,kedai on kan lagu 'diamond castle'....'i feel connected...protected..'. beriya2 DQ nyanyi,aduishh kalo time dia dressing td..kompem dia takmo tanggal itew dress.dlm kete baru berjaya pujuk DQ changed the baju.aduhaiii princessku.....
immediately,she asked mommy snap her photo. amboiiii sukenyeeeee. ni laks DQ gathered all her dolls,siap suh mommy snap seraya berkata 'smileeee princess pelissshhhh..' nanti ler DQ,ada rezki kita gi umah queen elle main barbies collection dia...sure2 DQ takmo balik... hahaha..ni ada tambahan lak..spot the different..when i showed this pic to kandaku.. 'kanda,tgk yg nie anak dara u suh i snap..dia yg letak..kata dia 'mommy ogre mommy,ogre lak smileeee...' spontaneously,kandaku answered 'haha..tgk tu ogre tu syiok giler..stim surrounded by the princesses...hahaha,yg kecik tu siap jerit letak tgn kat mulut tergezut'. hahaha..mcm2 ler.
well,ku sudahi this N3 dgn pic EA yg stim gak masa makan nasi lemak famous bangsar tadi before balik hehe...
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008
TaK JaDi DaA....
after maghrib tadi,we were on the way to the clinic already coz EA dah delayed 2mth for his 1yr immunisation jab.(aiyaa..i hvn't post up N3 abt his bday lah..cian dia).parked our car in front of the clinic,kandaku n the kids stayed inside the car dulu since mommy nak gi round2 jap at the nearest furniture shops to survey chest-drawer n small wardobe.ermm...yg berkenan di hati semenye mahal..menyimpang jauh dr budget..huhu.when i informed kandaku abt the prices...he showed no reaction...paham2 jer ler eh!
20mins later,we're in the doc's room ....alih2 doc kata MMR jab for 1yr dah dekat 3weeks takde stock,not only in her place other clinics gak.lerrhai...tak jadi laa nak jab EA gak..i've been put on hold acara ini since EA demam ler,flu...daddy balik lambat ler...mommy terlupa ler...bila seme ok-ok belaka...bekalan ubat ler tarak.maka berlaku ler perbualan ini
'laa dinda tak bagitau ke td masa nak register nak amik jab?'
'erkk....hehe...hehe..hehe..tak,luper lah'
'ermm..tulah,kalo dak we dont have to waste our time waiting'
'sorry ler...totally forgot lah.ihiks'
'tu dok teringat nak borong furniture td ler tu....'
dlm hatiku 'tau takper..hehe'
since dok bercerita pasal visit to clinic kan,dok browse2 gambo jumpa pic yg lalu...
few months back,before i was on MC berblogging ni kan..on my last N3 ada mentioned kandaku sakit belakang,slipped-disc dia tu kan...nie ler dia gambau2 lawatan sambil belajau ke sinun..hehe.
*ni lah dia bengkung slipped-discnye..melangkah dgn gagah masuk ke klinik.bak kata my newphew 'paksu mcm 'gerak khas' lah pakai mende tu'
*yg nie DQ yg snapped..tu mommy tgh kusyuk baca magazine.
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Monday, November 10, 2008
ApO Nak diKato....
merujuk pd gambo di ateh nun tu haa....adalah hasil kerja krestip lg berseni oleh anak bujangku EA...itulah dia satu kotak tisu yg baru dibuka telah diuraikan dgn penuh dedikasinye....saper yg nak disalahkan?hehe...salahkan blogging..kuang kuang...idokler ler...yg sobona2 eh..salahkan ler mommy yg kusyuk dok online...hehe.
as usual..DQ dan EA bangun lambat..paling awal ard 10-1030..if not 12pm baru ler mereka wakey-wakey.ahaks'..dikesempatan ini ler mommy akan wat keje ape2 yg patut,sambil beronline.kalo tak ngan mommy2 layan titon sekali lepas bye2 kiss2 daddy gi work...hehe.
so,this morning.masa dok bertenet..dr bawah dgr dah sore EA nangis...
'alamak..dah bangun ke anak bertuah ni..'
tp,disebabkan alasan yg tak berapa nk kukuh sgt kan hehe...hatiku berkata
'tunggu jap ek EA..nak susu cap gantung tu...'
but then,few seconds after that sonyap dah anak bujang den tu...
'okaylah tu...hehe,takyah ler lari2 anak naik ateh...'
15min lepas tu,selesai menyidai baju dan baca satu N3 from one of my favourite blog...dgn penuh harapan mommy ni pun dgn penuh keayuan seorng wanita melayu..hahaha..naik ler ke bilik.
masuk bilik aper lagi.....terus hilang keayuan yg dicontrol tadi.....
'EUSOFFFFFFFFFF.........!what have u done ni anak oiiiiii'
cian EA yg mula2 tadi dok sengih2 tgk kilang susu dia dah dtg..terus nangis sbb terkezut.
abis dah satu kotak tisu dia kerjakan..patut ler dia senyap..rupernye dia isi masa lapangnye dgn keje kretipnye itu.
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